i had a dream that i was spitting out a fist full of some pills
was it a dream or am i tired of the hypocrites and bills
was it obscene or hidden beauty from a scene that was real
am i losing my mind or awaking on time to finally feel
most days lately i walk around numb and too tired to deal
with the same old materialistic opportunistic societal meal
force fed to us daily with an extra helping of corporate zeal
but back to the pills… i am not ideating believe me when i say
i want nothing more than to live in a world where i am ok
i will continue to scratch and claw and stumble my way
through the thick and thin voices i hear everyday
through the relentless attempts to push me away
through the roll of the dice in this game we all play
i had a dream i was dreaming of something better for today